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b Saturday, July 18, 2009 a

Today's a tiring day. Not only i didnt attend the service but i got caught up in my studies till i neglected God.

Pst Kong preaching of the word struck my heart today. Talks about the Holy Spirit again. But one thing that really caught my attention was in 2 Corinthians 13 : 5 ..

Examine yourselves as to whether you are in the faith. Test yourselves. Do you not know yourselves, that Jesus Christ is in you? ---Unless indeed you are disqualified.

I've been wondering myself after i served God the 1st year of my Christian walk with Him. Am i really a fully-grown Christian? or am i just like Pst kong on what he says? Am i really the "Go church because its a religious thing but neglected God's word cause i simply heck care about the bible study?"

As the matter of fact, i seldom read the bible nor tithe during my weekdays and also didnt have quiet time everyday. When i got my Nkjv bible from Cyn and the rest on my birthday at Ayron's house. I wasnt that much happy at all. Instead, frustrated.

And few months ago, Cyn bought a manga bible for me cause she knew that i love reading manga and stuffs. That time, i'm really happy that i received it coz maybe i could start trying to love the word that God says. But when i got home, i just kept thinking. Resulting, chucking aside the manga bible away. Until now. I haven touch it yet. Sry Cynthia =X

But now, after today's service, i know that God made a way for me.

V6. But I trust that you will know that we are not disqualified.
I really thank God for what he did in my lives and my cellgroups members. I want members who speak to me not through the bible language but our human language.

I will just keep praying to God and hope that an answer will pop up in my mind. Thank God



and i'm dreaming of paradise
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