b Friday, February 27, 2009 a
Today i took the 4th progress test on POM. Thought it will be hard but it comes out so sucky. The MCQ is so easy but the structured questions talk crap.
After school, we planned to have a game of Left 4 Dead at Parklane which is near dhoby ghaut. Mr Neo tag along as well as he need to go town to have his hair cut. So short already still cut.
We took the bus 106 (Straight bus to dhoby Ghaut) and reached about 40 mins++.
We played about 3hrs ++ and it was so fun. Haha. Tanker & Hun. ter rocks!! Can kill alot.
Being a survivor is tough but being a zombie is a killer.
Anyways , after playing, we went to mac to eat, met up with michelle, talk awhile and went back home about 11pm.
and i'm dreaming of paradise
11:24 PM
b a
Just had my bowling session with a whole group of business class group in Jurong SuperBowl yesterday. Got alot of dash scores but managed to get a strike. 3 cheers!! Wow Mr neo got 19th. So jealous.
Did some revisions & stuffs in POM lesson with Mr Neo. I got back my progress test 3 and i got 56.5 out of 70!! and the 1st thing i said to myself is why did i get such a terrible score. Should have studied more coz its a very super duper easy paper.
After that, the few of our Etp members went for a dialogue session with SICCI people and it was great though the atmosphere was quite =.= Someone asked about a question about opening up a cafe and i thought to myself.. Maybe.. Just maybe.. i should open a cafe of my own one day. After the session, we went out for refreshments. Lols now i'm very certain that they like polar product.
Polar's pastries and even Polar's mineral water. Haha though different companies.
Okay back to the title..
I just figured out that it's entirely opposite of how i expressed myself to a girl that i knew a long time through offline and online situation. In Msn, i could brag and talk about everything. But in reality, i cant even speak a word to her. Only the few words. Hi , Ya, Bye. =.=
I guess it is evitable.. Haiz. Time to sleep bye
and i'm dreaming of paradise
12:35 AM
b Tuesday, February 24, 2009 a
There's always a friend beside you whenever you go.
Malays Friends
Yami & the gangs
Bros & Sis
Always-look-out-for-each-other-friends
Say cheese!! 
Mr Neo look so skinny
:D
Class of 2008 KB!!!
and i'm dreaming of paradise
11:13 PM
b Wednesday, February 18, 2009 a
Quiz (:
1.Who's the person who tagged you?
Sheila
2.Relationship between you and him/her?
Good friend.
3. 5 impresions of him/her?
1. Friendly 2. Helpful 3. Kind 4. Blur. 5.Pretty
4.if he/she become your enemy you will?
The bible says " Love your enemies"
5.what will you say to the person you like very much?
I will say what i feel.
6.A characteristic i like about myself?
Kind? Maybe..
7.A characteristic i hate about myself?
Very easy to sleep when facing a book.
8.For the person whom u hate, u say?
It's ok. Everyone makes a mistake :D
9.What do u feel abt urself?
Friendly..
10.Your crush?
So long time ago. In primary school.
11.Most ideal person u wanna be?
Able to help people when they are in need.
12.Pass this one to 10 ppl:
1. Liming 2. Jasper 3. Francis 4. YongQuan 5. PeiYang 6. Weiyang 7. Joel 8. Sarah Teo 9.Melody 10. Cynthia
13.If 5 and 7 were together?
Then i will annouce them as Gay.
14.who does 5 like?
God
15.what colour does 9 like?
Blue? I dont know :(
16.Say smth to 8.
Hey bro. You can do it.
17.Who is 2?
One of my best friend.
18.Talk abt 3.
Hope we will meet up soon. =D
19.who is 10's best frewn?
JieYing.
20.whose the sexiest among the 10?
No option for me but everyone is sexy.
21.what color does 4 like?
Red? ManU color. Haha.
22.Is 4 single?
Yeah.
23.ur relationship with 1?
One of my best friend.
24.Are 5 and 6 best frewns?
Yeah. Coz they came from the same species. Oops.
25.9's nickname?
Mel.
26.7'surname?
Tan
27.say smth to 4.
Hey 1 day older bro.
28.say smth to help 10.
You're my best cg ldr ever.
29.who does 1 admire?
Those who are in love?
30.where does 8 live?
Bukit Batok. Near my house. Haha
31.among 10 of them who u like?
Cynthia!!! Lols.
32.Say smth to 6 when u see him/herDoremon?
Joke of the day.
33.10's spouse?
Kelvin
and i'm dreaming of paradise
9:08 PM
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Argh.. my bus 188 went past me when i'm checking on my music songs. So angry!!! need to wait for another 20 mins for the bus to arrive. Luckily i wasnt late for 30mins or more. (Only 10 mins late. Haha)
I was astonished for the way Kenneth's group present their presentation. I was like watching a professional talk. They were totally another level of my group. Impressive work. Well done.
My lesson ended early today and while i'm getting ready to go home, Mr Neo,my teacher, asked me if i'm going with Kenneth they all to go to Amber West to eat.( Our school training restaurant) So i just joke abit that they never invited me or anything. But in the end, Mr Neo has to sacrifice his place for me as they only reserved 10 seats only. So paiseh. I was totally quiet through out the whole thing. Shouldnt have joke around.
I ordered a Rigatoni carbonara with chicken ham ( Basically its a macaroni + ham + toppings of cheese in it) and a mocktail. <- No alcohol in it. Basically the entire service was way bad, though my food came early then the rest of them. The rest of the 3 was waiting like 1 hr+ already but the food is still not served. So i ate very slowly, waiting for them.
Okay, no service charge and GST, hmm.. $7.50 for my lunch. Not worth it. Paid & then slack in the etp hub together with Kenneth they all until 5.30pm and went back home.
and i'm dreaming of paradise
8:47 PM
b Tuesday, February 17, 2009 a
Cant believe what i did today. I actually push my friend off a chair due to a moment of anger. I was so frustrated of my group members that some of them are slacking while the rest are doing the project and the dateline is tomorrow. Zzz. Here's the story..
During break, i called up my group member to go to the etp hub (my cca hub) to talk about our project presentation. So i waited for them to come and at last they came. So i asked them whether they have prepared anot and they nodded. But somehow later, when i switched on the computer and looked at our powerpoint slides, one of my grp member, Tee Wei, was beside me. So i asked him whether he has prepared it anot as i know that hes always playing dota.
To my surprised, he said "Abit abit, almost ready". So i let him read the slides again while i sat other place to rest awhile. The thing i was afraid of..came. After 20 SECS, he opened the warcraft folder and started to play. Wth. I was so frustrated and i stood up and charged straight at him and asked him what is he doing.
He said he need time to think and need to relieve stress awhile. So, in the moment of anger, i pushed him to the floor and scolded him bad words. =.= and he still want explaination for what i have done. Unbelievable.
After much talking or so, he finally started to get serious and study his part for the ppt slides.
Ohh well, the presentation was great for my group, though everyone was quite nervous.
Thanks God for all the things He have done.
and i'm dreaming of paradise
8:33 PM
b Monday, February 16, 2009 a
Yesterday, i have to rush my project even on sunday. So tiring but somehow i managed to finish it with my group members today. Group members : 4 Help me to do : 2 =.= So pathetic. No unity in my group. I'm so scared about it.
Tomorrow's my group presentation.. Dont know what's going to happen. Hope that my group member will all do a part in the presentation. Hope its goes well.
Haiz.. 1 more thing. I just found out today that i'm inside the debarment list just because i'm late for 1 hrs Wth.. When my teacher gave mi that debar appeal form, on the reason for absence, i wrote a whole chunk of words that i decided to complain about. Stupid teacher.Stupid DM.Stupid course manager..
My Class Photo
So many colours haha. Thats hows my everyday life in school goes. Bye
and i'm dreaming of paradise
10:01 PM
b Wednesday, February 11, 2009 a
Today, went to play basketball in the morning though we dont have any PE lesson. It's been a long time since i played a full court match with my friends. Haha got a few shots in but need to run here and there.. So tiring....
So unlucky.. My glasses' lense broke into pieces when i got hit by the basketball. Got a tiny winy scratch on my tip of my nose. Nothing serious actually but feeling so dizzy without my specs. But anyways, after basketball-ing, we went back to have our lessons. Have to sit so infront to see the screen...
Went back home early today with Kendrick about 2pm++. After dinner & Stuffs, i went to gekpoh SC to fix my glasses. Lols.. Jin Zi (my cousin) told me that tmr is her birthday!! I didnt know that and was unprepared. Thought she was lying. But my bro actually bought the cake & the present beforehand. Haha.. today so funny. My dad went and laugh at our maid cause she has a pattern of laughing.. HeeeHeee HaaHaa HooHoo!! Lols. My family fall into laughter instantly.
Time to go back to sleep. Nite Guys
and i'm dreaming of paradise
10:13 PM
b Sunday, February 8, 2009 a
Haha I took the color quiz. Anyone want try it too??
 | Samuel took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Seeks an affectionate relationship, offering fulfi..."
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and i'm dreaming of paradise
12:09 AM
b Saturday, February 7, 2009 a
Recently i felt that i'm not belong in this family anymore. Everything starts to change. Quarrel and disputes everywhere and then. Things started to change so fast that i could ever imagine. I tried really hard to understand them but it seems not to work. When i'm helpless and in need of someone close to help me, no one in my family stood by me.
Even when i talked to them about things and stuffs, they will give me an attitude that even a baby get pissed off. They will even say i'm the one who give them attitude. I really dont know what to do but to give in. I even try to use the magic word "Please" and un-attitude words to talk to them. But they still say i'm so and so.
I think this was started 3 years back when i'm a non-Christian. When i wanted to convert to a Christian, they showed me the unpleasant face that i dont want to see. But they still let me do it. I'm so happy that time. The expo service times, going out with cellgroup times, having fun. But when i get home, it seems so different already. I started to pray that time, but my gap between my family are getting wider and longer.
The gap started to build up and i'm really dont know what to do. I started to be angry at anything my parents & my bro said. Until that time, when i swore to myself that i will never get angry again, things started to pick up well and we went out together a few times. I really miss the days where i'm together with my family but i think that will never come back again.
For one time, my dad even thought that Christianity is all about work. I will always remember what he said to me" Church no need every week go ma, tell them you next week then go lor." I totally pissed and started to quarrel with him. I started to change myself last year till now that i will leave the church once the service is over and find my family for dinner or something. But when i reached home, they already left.
Normally my church service ended on 5.30pm and my family went out to eat on 5.20pm++. So i told them that if they could wait a while for me and we shall go together. But they never waited and exclaimed they are hungry. I was saying to myself "Cant they just wait a few mins?" Now i feel that i can no longer talk to my parents and So i talked to my bro about this. Though he said that he is not standing on either side. He talks to me the same as my parents. Getting religion-ist and try to convince me that i will let them and not talk back. Again, i convinced back my bro that i'm not trying to cut away my family for Christianity. But nothing seems to work.
I just wish in the bottom of my heart that they will trust and believe me more. This is all i wanted. I believed one day one of these 2 things will be separated from me. I really admired other converted Christian families that they can be able to get both stuffs together. I just wanted to be myself and thats all. To my family. F.A.M.I.LY (Father and Mother I love you).
and i'm dreaming of paradise
10:52 PM
b Thursday, February 5, 2009 a
Ohh Howdy man, time to blog blog blog.!!!
Wahh.. I'm so happy today cause i just got back my test result!! Got 43.5/50 for my Principle of Marketing (POM). But i feel that i didnt work hard enough as i only study at the last min. =.=
But anyways... Today, my cellgrp is coming to my house to ''Bai Lian''!!! At first i thought they didnt know how to come here, but Cyn then all somehow knows.. Haha
Shyang Zhi came early as usual... Eariler than the usual time. Joel took a cab down and Cyn they all took a bus from Bukit Panjang Stn..After that, ii just showed them around my house.
Watched the Ch8 "Love Blossom 2'' show together and after the show, Kel, Joel and me play ''Tai Ti". Haha Joel lost every round. We played Indian Poker too with pam and sz. Lols, Pam cheated by reflecting hers card on the table. So we did the same thing too.
I thought that we can see the stars on the balcony tonight. But the cloudy cloud covers it. Looks like its' gonna rain. We planned to catch a movie but eventually we canceled it.
About 9.30 pm. Cyn they all left and i followed them to go to Cck to eat some food. We part ways after that.
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Haiz, I thought that the whole cg will be here but only the regular ppl came. Ahh nvm. Time to study then sleep lols. Should be sleep then study lols.
and i'm dreaming of paradise
10:49 PM
